My abusive parents want to be forgiven. please help!
Please excuse me, this is very difficult to type. I did nothing wrong in life to them except for aparently acting younger than my friends, doing much more childish things to heal from that of written below. All is true and not a joke.
Please comment.
When I was 17 through age 20 I was rejtted and was given limited water from a hose which i almost always got sick, no bathroom to where i had to go in my neibors woods, was constantly watched in my basement by cameras (which i later learned was fake and was for psychological warfare,) was denied church and threatened about never to return. and my childhood items burned. I got a stuffed animal and protected it with my life and they took that too. No freinds, listening in, and to top it off they would inspect search and strangle at my 19 year brother until I fought them off.
I reside with my brother now, and theyre BEGGING FOR FORGIVENESS and want to keep contact. My heart tells me there my parents my brain tells me im a fool WHAT DO I DO??????