Must i spend remainder of my life without sex?
my lady's physical hold back, every time we try any kind of sex she goes into pain. We have already visited Doctors and was told there is nothing that can be done based on her physical situation. The only sexual satisfaction to help me is private masturbation. She shows absolutely no interest or desire to help or join.
I often feel alone on this subject. Recently my interest has been toward other men who enjoy the same.
In no way have I felt gay or bi, yet visiting these men has changed my judgment.
I am closer and closer every day to taking the next step. Is it normal?