Molested by father...now i want sex with him?

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my father molested me from the time that i was four until i was seven. my mom and him broke up when i was four. it always happened when i went and visited him at his apartments.
i remember lots of it... like when he would make me have baths with him. i remember him telling me, "it's okay, just suck on it". i also remember waking up to my father's tongue flicking across my tiny clit. once i knew the pleasure that could come from rubbing my vagina, i masturbated all the time.
i am not lying about any of this... i haven't told anyone details about what happened between me and my father. so this is pretty big for me...
the thing is, i am 18 now and horny for my father. when i masturbate i think of the sexual memories i have with him. i haven't spoken to him about it. we live across the country from each other. i just find myself turned on by the thought of being eaten out by an old man... and especially my father specifically.
i don't know if i'd ever actually have sex with my dad.. but i want to. is it normal after being sexually molested for 3(ish) years by my dad?

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  • Angel_in_a_Glass_Dress
    12 years ago

    The problem you have is that, because of your childhood you've learned to associate sexual pleasure with your father.

    So now that you're old enough to have natural normal urges, you automatically think of him.

    You will need to learn to disassociate your father and your body's urges. For this I would recommend professional help.

    Also, since you're still 18, you can still press charges against him. In most states, IIRC, in cases of incest molestation, the statute of limitations does not expire until 1-3 years after the child turns 18.

    meaning that you have until you hit 21 to put your daddy in prison for what he did to you.

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    • michelle69
      12 years ago

      he's gone to jail. i wouldn't try to send him back.. i knwo he's trying to heal himself. if we ever fucked it'd be my choice

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      • DaddyTony
        11 years ago

        Michelle,

        I'm normally OK with most incest. 4 years old is of course too young to have any idea of consent.

        In this case, your dad went to jail for relations with you. I honestly cannot imagine he would be interested in being with you. If you made a move all sorts of alarm bells would jangle in his head. He would be terrified of going to jail again.

        If you had started a relationship later in life, when you were at or near the legal age of consent, that might be a different matter.

        Find a your age to have fun with. If you really need a daddy-daughter experience try and find an older man who would be interested in pretending.

        Sorry, but I cannot see this as working out.

        DaddyTony

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        • Likeitall
          8 years ago

          I could even see 8 or 9 but damn

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      • Angel_in_a_Glass_Dress
        12 years ago

        i would recommend not...

        first off if he's trying to heal then trying to get into his pants won't help HIM

        second you may find that therapy helps you figure out why you are feeling that way

        not to mention the therapy may help you figure out if you really want to give him a free pass on robbing you of a normal childhood and normal sexual drive

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  • afu44
    12 years ago

    for you to feel this way is normal but that doesn't mean it's right. what he did to u was wrong!

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    • [Old Memory]
      12 years ago

      Says who

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    so hot

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    • Likeitall
      8 years ago

      Agreed the young the better

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  • chill
    9 years ago

    we have the same situation being molested for 3 yrs by our own father since i was 8. There's no night that pass that i dream of him raping me, i cant move and when i woke up, i cry. He only stop when i am going to enter highschool.

    I think its normal that you feel or want to have sex with your dad.. But its just a feeling, use your mind wisely, Thats so many yrs ago, maybe he regret what he did to you.

    Im now 22 yrs old, and i do have a boyfriend older than me (27 yrs old), i think its a matter that you want to have a mature guy than younger than you. Because in my opinion, since when you got molested, yourself become mature, become aware to your surroundings, your current age doesnt match you now. Think of it!

    Dont think the past if you already forgave him, free yourself, dont get jailed from the past... Coz thats what i do, although before i become rebellious teen because i always think what he did to me...

    Get to know someone..

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  • TalvinRai
    9 years ago

    i'd let him suck my toes and eat my varuca

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  • walkingzombie
    9 years ago

    please please dont sleep with your dad i think it will mess up your head. get therapy you are worth so much more. dont let him control you!! stay strong

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  • grouper66
    9 years ago

    He Damaged You Ways you Dont Understand You Need Real Help.

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    Ah the daddy complex. Go fuck someone your dads age not your actual father.

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  • Littlejerk
    12 years ago

    Children who have been molested normally would react in a negative way, but you probably must've enjoyed getting molested.

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    • michelle69
      12 years ago

      Yes I did like it

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  • Dozis
    12 years ago

    mkey.. police is family and family is police.
    I am totally for it. Let's all use our batons to wake each other up by beating them hard against the bars of our cages.

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  • Oithica
    12 years ago

    These moralistic guilt by moral-police causes most of the psychological damage which they use to justify their morals.

    If you feel ok with it, there is nothing wrong with it. But do find another love interest and build a happy life. No reason to turn this in to a life long guilt and tear apart your family.

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    • michelle69
      12 years ago

      i have had a boyfriend for the past three years and i am a normal girl lol :) im totally fine with everything i just geet horny thinking of what he did :P

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      • Likeitall
        8 years ago

        My kind of girl have u thought about if u have kids

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  • Avant-Garde
    12 years ago

    I agree with Angel. What he did to you was wrong and he should be punished for his actions! What if you weren't the only one who he did this to?! He should be thrown into outer space!

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    • michelle69
      12 years ago

      he has already been punished for what he did to me and for what he did to other girls.

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    oh yeah

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    • [Old Memory]
      12 years ago

      If all you are going to do is troll, go away. Let your own balls drop and come back when you're ready to give decent advice.

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      • [Old Memory]
        12 years ago

        Thats not very nice i might kill my self now

        Maybe my post were a cry for help.

        My death is on your hands.

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        • [Old Memory]
          12 years ago

          Nice try but you kill yourself, YOU kill yourself. No one else. And I can be nice when the person concerned isn't acting like a total idiot.

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  • TheGuyOverThere
    12 years ago

    i would think so, i mean he started you sexual life, just like any girl that loses her virginity they get that urge to go back to that person.

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    • michelle69
      12 years ago

      dont get me wrong i didnt lose my virginity to him, he never penetrated my vagina

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