Missing cock as a questioning guy

Is it normal to have gotten a "taste" of a guys dick a few times, amd afterwards missing the experience after not having not "had any" in what amounts approximately to a year? Is how I am feeling right now, amd if you are just going to give me shit, I seriously couldn't care any less than I would now at all...

Never done button stuff, however as of now I would be willing to try anything...