Mental disease

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So yeah, I have this mental disease which I don't want to explain (it would be far too much, too complicated and too uncomprehensible anyway) since I'm... 6 or something, I don't know... So yeah, it turned into a addiction, so I "need" to fulfill the tasks the diease "tells" me to do (I think the disease was created from my perfectionism, I need to do things "perfect"). Some miracle healer also told me that this is caused because I'm too intelligent. However, I'm in a depressive phase now and now if something strange or something that can be related to the disease happens my subliminal mind (I think) fears it's the "revenge of the disease for not fulfilling it's tasks completely". Sometimes it also fears it just happens without making something wrong, fulfilling the tasks can only put it off. I think it depends on the mood. If I'm in a good mood everything seems clear and everything is ridiculous and I don't fear anything, when I'm in a bad mood I fear all the stuff... However, this is getting on my nerves and I want to get rid of that shit but there are also those fears in my subliminal mind that this could become true, that I could be a chosen one or something... which are all total nonsense of course! Is this normal? Has anybody of you had something similar? Any suggestions of how to get rid of it?

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  • moomus
    13 years ago

    Have you tried cbt ?

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  • MrsBailey9
    13 years ago

    I suffer from OCD and I am Bipolar. I understand your pain and your frustration with needing everything to be "perfect" and feeling like it has to be just right. I am 40 years old and have been off and on medications from the age of 16. I am happy to say that I have found the right meds for me along with the right therapist. I am happily married and lead a normal life. I have found ways to use my "disease" to be productive instead of driving me crazy, so to speak! Lol. Don't give up, don't think you are alone, don't think you are crazy. You are not. There is help out there, if you want it. Don't be ashamed of who you are. I promise you are normal. There are cruel people in this world, and on this site who will make fun because they are ignorant and uneducated. Don't take it personal. They don't understand because they don't have to live with it every day of their life, like we do. Mental health issues are real, they hurt because they make you feel like you are not like other people. Who is to say what normal is anyways. Good luck, and hang in there!

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    It's a branch off of OCD. It's not only a mental disease, but a defense mechanism through the mind. Creating things the way they should be out of an unexplained paranoia. please buy the movie aviator, I'm telling you not just to see it, but there is a "special features" section that actually describes the mental being of the main character "Howard hughs" based off of a true story. And his struggle with this disease. At least take my suggestion into consideration, I have a form of OCD myself.

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  • raam
    13 years ago

    hey yeah exactly..I am also suffering from same..I really wanna get outta this..Doctor also said to me only perfect people wil be lik this..specially intelligents..etc..I dont know ow to get outta it.

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  • maestrodeuniverso
    13 years ago

    Oh, cbt means something different than Google returned first... Sorry, lol. Anyway, no, I didn't try cbt yet.

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  • moomus
    13 years ago

    Cbt is cognitive behavioural therapy.. google it, bit hard to explain here..

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  • maestrodeuniverso
    13 years ago

    I don't know if I suffer from OCD but I don't think so. It never has been proven true and I think that miracle healer would have diagnosed it... And what the hell, cbt? Of course not.

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  • spacerandy
    13 years ago

    Sounds a bit like OCD, but you cant know for sure.

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  • moose89
    13 years ago

    Do you have OCD or Tourettes?

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Alot of people are like this i would say its normal.

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  • dalmationUntoyourSoul
    12 years ago

    Maybe you are chosen. Maybe you are becoming aware of your gifts. I think some people are so special that god and the devil fight over whose side that person will be on. It makes for lots of confusion. Fear is usually a control mechanism of devils and governments. But not always. Try to figure out what you consider to be acceptable behavior and do you're best to resist unsavory compulsions. best of luck.

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  • Faceless
    13 years ago

    All you need is a nap... by taking 43 Xanax.
    Seriously talk to a professional, not idiots(Excluding moi) on IIN.

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