Medical/injection fetissh to older woman :| help!
Ok So I'm Around 19, I'm studying medicine. will be a doctor as i turn 22 :)
Ever since i was little i had this "MEDICAL FETISH" Thing.
I dont know how it hits me but I LOVE IT.And yes I'm a girl.
The Problem Comes Up When I was around in 3rd class and I went to a my dad's collgues house with my parents to meet their family as he is also my dad's very good friend. everyone was so generous. what caught my eye was his sister. she was around 33-35 at that time and she was divorced but yes extremele beautiful,independant woman. working ina very big MNC in Delhi. Time Goes by And i hit Puberty :D
I used to meet her like everyday because she lives very near to my house. Finally I came in 11th grade and yes i started to like her THAT way :|we came close (in th sense of aunt and neice type) I started sharing everything with her and so does she.
I M NOT A HOMOSEXUAL . I HAD A BOYFRIEND . AND I DON;T FEEL THAT WAY FOR OTHER WOMAN BUT JUST HER.
So after that when i started my college as a medical student and i also did a bachelors in PSYCOLOGY in side :)
what actually the problem is that i have these urges of injecting her in ass. and treating her :| or may be sometimes i wanna fuck her :\ and also try BDSM:|
I know Its Not Normal :| OR is it?