Man masterbate like women?

i use to masterbate in 2 different ways,

1. like a man, hold on penis and shake it[it will become strong like a bottle?/iron rod] until it release the fluid

2. like a woman,[wierd one] wear underwear, put the penis on a left/right side of balls ,then wear the underwear, lay down on bed upside down,feel the pussy, use hand if required[like women] penis wont be strong like a rod, but it would be like a hot glue stick,[if required, lesbian porn is the best one for it] .

^this is how i first started masterbation[before i know what is sex/masterbation/porn]

i belive the 2nd one is not a normal. and when i masterbate using the 2nd way, i can do it 3/4 times a day.

and the fluid/cum have difference in both ways:-

1.on the first method[normal one] the cum is white in colour and less fluid. becomes solid on reaction with water

2.on the second method[wierd one] the cum is less white ,more like transparent lightest iced pale blue and its highly fluid ,it does kind of mix with water

does the second way feel normal to you?