Male, but compare to women?
I'm a man, but my whole life I compared myself to girls.
The biggest case is with female friendships between two girls, I will feel like my friendships are not intimate like this.
I would go to a female friends house and feel inferior my room isn't all decorated like hers.
I will feel like I am not attractive like they are.
And even their behavior, organizational skills, discipline, achievements, I am always comparing to women.