Making big gambles
Is it normal that I take big and high risk gambles with no regard to myself other than the rush that comes along with it? I don't disregard the intelligence factor, I still play to win but I think more about the bet itself. Just the other day I bet a high roller from a casino that I could walk into the street and walk away after being hit by the next car coming, if I won I got 10,000Euro (I was in Europe at the time) and if I lost he would get to watch me die or if I lived but didn't walk away I would remove my hand starting with my fingers in front of him. In the end I won the bet but these thrills and high stake gambles are what I live for, I made 10,000E for just a few fractures and a little blood with a huge payout of adrenaline.