Loving to be sissified

just wondering does anyone think its strange that i love the feeling of wearig womans granny panties, nylon thigh highes with garterbelts under nylon and chiffon knee length party dresses, christian doir night gowns to bed but only to masterbate {loose all ambition to wear nylon tricot after ejaculations}and only doig all this in the closet. never in public, and apsolutlely no makeup at all. maybe some fake jewelry {clpon ear rings or lee's press on nails}and live to do this every living second when alone even wearing this stuff during sex with wife and girl friends......what do you think out there.