Love sucking cock
I've always been a guy interested in girls. Since sometime i had been thinking about cocks. Found myself staring more at the cock in porn movies than the action.
I joined a gay community site and after months of prodding, finally met a guy to suck his cock. I was nervous but i like the way he talked to me and got me right to the bedroom as soon as i reached his place. he stripped and i did too. Sucked his cock which was by the way, beautiful to my eyes. I asked him to fuck me with it. He was the best i ever had. I loved it but also felt guilty.
Didnt meet anybody for a year or more. After sometime thoughts of cock filled my mind again. On the same site, I met another guy and went to his house. He was rough and just wanted to fuck my ass. I had to stop him and left his house. That scared me.
Didnt meet anybody for a long time again. But i couldnt get myself from watching cocks. This year i met a mature man. Met him again on the same website and he invited me over for sex. I was all worked up going over. He made me sit down and offered me some water. I was going crazy in anticipation. Once he sat next to me I asked him if he wanted to show me his cock. he gladly obliged. he was big, and i found my mouth watering. I put his cock inside my mouth as much as i could, i almost puked. He was patient. He then took me to bed and asked me to kneel on the floor. he put his cock inside and fucked my mouth. i was in heaven being treated like this. After sometime (very little in my head) he asked me to stand next to the bed. i did and felt his cock in then entrance to my ass. it pained as he pushed in even with the lube. I asked him to stop and lay down on the bed resting on my knees. i asked him to try again. he put a lot more lube and entered me. i tried my best to let him fuck me although the pain was excruciating. Once he was inside me, it was much better. He fucked me till he came in the condom. I wanted more but sadly he couldnt. Didnt talk at all after that. I went back home very happy.
No more meetings again for months, till i had to call him again. he didnt disappoint me. he had to go somewhere but invited me. i sucked his cock till he came. same again not much talk, i like it this way.
Ever since i have been thinking about being fucked by guys, sucking cock and fucking asses. i've dreams where guys come and use me, drench me wit cum.
Is it normal to behave so sexed up in life?