Love big fat men and their bellies?

I am a 34 year old "BBW," lol. It took me many years, but I finally love my own body. My size, curves, everything. But I was never really attracted to men who were equally heavy. I used to be married back then, and my husband and I swapped with this couple. She was my size, and my hubby loved it. The other husband was so nice, and a good man, that I decided I was going to give him an orgasm. While my hubby was busy in the other room, I laid him on his back on the bed, and I climbed up on top to ride him. He had an enormous belly, I had to move the lower part of it to get fully seated. But when I did, I literally sank down into his soft fat. He was hairy as well, and his body fat was so soft that it made it's way into my every fold and crevice. He was quite hairy, as well, and his hairs were tickling me in places I won't mention. I was stunned, because within a matter of a minute I was screaming and cumming. Now, after that,when we were together, I couldn't help but focus on his belly. I would ride it even when he wasn't in me. I would get so worked up just watching him walk and his belly and butt would bounce and jiggle. Whew, lol. Am I not normal?