Lost my love

I'm a undergraduate. I met R 2 years ago. We started a relationship. But after 3 months it started, I wanted it to end But she didn't.

I tell her that we never meant to be together but she kept the relationship but I didn't. I did lot of bad things to make her not loving me.

After 2 years when the 3rd year started this January. She was changed. Changed a lot she's not loving anymore. But that is the time I felt like I really needed her.

But Now She HATES ME FOR EVERYTHING I have done and don't even talk to me and ignores. But inside of says whatever I did last 2 years. I REALLY Love her.

EVEN THOUGH I WANT TO FORGET HER I CAN'T because every week I meet her at classes (2 years left) and feelings comes to my mind.

How can I forget her??????????????

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  • I couldn't understand that.

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  • mumbum

    I am with joelsmo.. But I also think your story is sad .. And I could see past the odd typo, so don't worry! iPhones are nasty for typing on.. So, letting her go is the hardest thing. Meet new girls and think about how you communicate too. If you haven't felt right about the relationship for all that time, you need to learn how to say no to people and to trust your own gut feelings about people. Good luck!!!!!

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  • Geneva5

    Drink even more than when you wrote this post ?

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  • AlternativeKarma

    you dont. you confront her. btw, i hope you look into taking an english class cause your grammar..... needs a little work.

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  • joelsmo

    Get a grip dude, it's over. You are simply playing head games. You are just bothered because she could write you off so easily. I could almost guarantee if she came back you would be treating her like crap again shortly after.

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  • waakus

    Patience. Breaking off a long-term relationship, even it wasn`t all that great, is traumatic. Mental trauma takes time to heal.

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