Longing for the despair of others

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Sometimes, I get the urgent desire to twist someone's life and toy with their emotions. This isn't triggered by anger or disappointment, really. I just feel the need to. I feel it nagging at the back of my mind, be it little or large. I don't particularly feel it on people I have grudges on, I generally don't have any grudges. I just need to do it, I REALLY need to do it. To rip just about any random person to shreds and shove it in their relatives faces. It makes me feel... Amused..? I tell you- I'm completely sane. It's only this desire to do this, I don't know what causes it. Is this Normal (And Do You Have Advice About It? I've Never Told This To Anyone Before.
Also, I don't think that there's a type of disorder for this, is there?

Nah. You're Going Insane. I Think You Need A Doctor, Man. 11
Yep, It Is. Perfectly Normal. 4
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  • flyingnostalgia
    8 years ago

    If you have been lonely for a long long time, and people have unjustly wronged you in many ways, then it would be normal.

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    • Lightbulb-Ed
      8 years ago

      Well, I haven't, really. I haven't experienced something that makes me feel that way, like trauma or grief. The feeling's just there. I can't quite recall when it started, though. It's kind of like the urge to live. Though there's no purpose behind it, you know that you'll die anyways. Its like its programmed into you. There's probably something wrong with me, I don't know.

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      • thegypsysailor
        8 years ago

        PROBABLY???? Ya think?

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        • Lightbulb-Ed
          8 years ago

          Definitely something wrong, then.

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          • Captain_Flatulitis
            8 years ago

            He has no place lecturing anyone with his backstory.

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            • thegypsysailor
              8 years ago

              Get over it already.

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            • Lightbulb-Ed
              8 years ago

              Hmmm... Better not question him, then.

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  • Short4Words
    8 years ago

    I think you should see someone.

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    • Lightbulb-Ed
      8 years ago

      Maybe.

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      • Short4Words
        8 years ago

        For sure.

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