Long story but iin?

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A couple months ago I had a best friend. I liked my best friend in a romantic way for 2 years. I told her that I liked her and she told me not to talk to her ever again because I ruined her perfect day with my drama. She never seemed cold like that but she snapped seemingly instantaneously. For the the first two months I was ok, frankly I couldn't care. But as time has gone on I have been getting worse and worse. I have become more and more introverted and it's impacted my well being. I draw, my drawings have always been violent. But the other day I drew a man being tortured psychologically and physically I've gotten violent urges and enjoy hurting myself and other people. I have started to acknowledge and revere what's going on. What's going on?

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  • Arm0se
    8 years ago

    "I ruined her perfect day with my drama." I don't think your telling us the whole story here .-.

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    • JosephAlberici02
      8 years ago

      Literally, she said she liked a kid named Jackson and I told her I liked her for quite awhile. And the she just disowned me. Believe me or not.

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      • RoseIsabella
        8 years ago

        Why would you tell her all that in the first place?

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      • Arm0se
        8 years ago

        Fuck her then! You've been her friend for how long? If she won't even consider you over someone else, and can't see the good in you forget about her. Let her fuck up and wish she chose you, then you can reject her!

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  • thegypsysailor
    8 years ago

    So you fell for a nut job and she rejected you. What's new? Move on. You didn't even have all that much invested in this relationship, if you can even call it that.
    This will not be your last rejection, nor will all girls reject you. Life is a series of learning events and you should learn not to put all your eggs in one basket (for two years), especially if you're not sure that basket is even strong enough to hold your eggs.
    Don't let this one experience affect you so much. Go find another girl, there are plenty out there.

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