Living in a fantasy world?
Hi, it's been bothering me for months now that I'm living 90% of my life in my head. I mean, I live in a fantasy world. It all started when I watched AI (Artificial Intelligence) a looong time ago. Probably when I was still in pre-school. I remember it perfectly well, specially this Blue Fairy in the movie. From that, I developed my own world of fairies in my head, 'til it became heroes, witches and wizards, to normal people. I've created people, from their backgrounds to the clothes they're wearing and what their personalities are like, and I love it, sometimes I wish these people are the people I'm with now but , of course that's absurd. I feel like I'm not living HERE, I feel like I'm somewhat in a dream, or a movie, or a video game that anytime now, it'll have to end. But then I prefer living in that fantasy world rather than living here in this world. But of course, there's nothing I can do about it, I'm stuck here in this planet, so I'll just have to live with it.
This fantasy world became kinda my escape from reality. But now, it's too much that I'm forgetting how to live. Is this normal?