Living by script

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How should i say this i guess never understood feelings as - love, sympathy, compassion. It's like i never loved anyone. I just fancy people, nothing more. when people close to me die ,i don't feel what any other person would -grief ,pain, sadness. I would just feel disappointed that i won't be able to see that person . It's just as like everything whats around me is fake. It's like when i look around the scenery is fake, mad up, like in a theater play everything goes by script. When i work or study i find it all pointless. To sum it up its just like everything has no meaning, living in a dead body...
So what do you think? Normal? not?

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  • howaminotmyself
    11 years ago

    I've seen a lot of people complain about this here. It makes me wonder how old they are and how much of the world have they actually experienced?

    If the tree looks fake, try to climb it and see what happens.

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    • 1000yrVampireKing
      11 years ago

      I do not think that is what the op is saying. I think that the op has no connection with the world so they feel like they are looking through glass but are not really involved. Not that they actually think things are fake but they feel nothing for it.

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      • Sanko
        11 years ago

        Im not good with words. So you described beter than me.

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      • howaminotmyself
        11 years ago

        I can understand that. But I wonder why they just sit and stare at the glass in discontent instead of trying to break it. You could even grab a magic marker and draw on it. But to not do anything about it seems silly to me. Doesn't that only perpetuate the problem?

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        • 1000yrVampireKing
          11 years ago

          Its more of a perception. It is not like you can break it. Not something that is really that simple.

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        • Sanko
          11 years ago

          Hahaa... Saying that me or someoneelse is dooing nothing is quite sharp. I do lots of things belive me but the fact that im stil behind this glass dosent change.

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    • dirtybirdy
      11 years ago

      I love this.

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    • Sanko
      11 years ago

      If the tree is fake so it's leafs are.

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      • howaminotmyself
        11 years ago

        It is currently winter where I am. The trees do not have leaves. However the conifers have needles and they can be a bit pokey if you try to climb them.

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        • Sanko
          11 years ago

          True they are pokey, you can get scratched climbing some conifers but some don't notice them and keep climbing.

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  • dappled
    11 years ago

    It seems to be a more and more common complaint, also incorporating either admiration of sociopaths or the desire to become one. I wish I knew what was going on, but I don't. I always wish you were a tiny minority, but I don't think you are. Something we're doing differently is affecting people in the way you describe. It's not global, either. It's in countries like the one I live in and the one I'm assuming you live in.

    What I feel more than anything is that a proportion of the coming generation has been let down.

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    • Sanko
      11 years ago

      How should i put this. It not complain, I just find it amusing , that feeling of nothing like you're not even there just simply watching TV.

      No it's not the country i think its the whole world - to be precise existence of everything-, it missing something. It is too simple for me that it lost it's meaning.

      Yes, yes, the new generations, they indeed are let down

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      • dappled
        11 years ago

        Yeah, that's the worry. I feel things very deeply about the world, about people, about conservation, about music and comedy and entertainment and my hobbies. I get a lot of pleasure (and pain) but I feel connected. Perhaps too connected sometimes. I'm not that much older than the generation I talked about and I felt it beginning to happen when I was at school.

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        • Sanko
          11 years ago

          Hah, I'm young, too young. But i guess in my brother interpretation i will forever be 15.

          I would call this world a corrupted file. Yea the new generation ... it's become more confident . That confidence leads them to experience things faster. the faster someone experience's something the faster that person loses his 1st experience the faster he get bored of it.

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  • 1000yrVampireKing
    11 years ago

    I use to be like this before. Maybe you have just not found where you fit in yet?

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    • Sanko
      11 years ago

      Not fiting in - is not the problem . its more like these words make me sick. I heard that prhase for like 11 years And beliv e me thats not the problem.

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  • whatisthenatureofreality
    11 years ago

    I feel the same. Life has no meaning or value, neither does the universe.

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    • Sanko
      11 years ago

      Well i can bet that life it self has a value. Meaning of life is pined by ones mind to its self so the meaning of the life to each one is diffrent.
      Since my emotions and feelings lack something i toy with people. I find it amusing how can i toy with them so easy.

      So i have a advice if you don't know meaning of YOUR life look around and you will find something else

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