Living a lie

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I feel that I don't have any natural feelings towards anything, and that i just do what interaction I believe to be correct. I constantly observe peers and strangers and how they interact with others. How they move, wat they say, and their facial expressions. I watch it all and take note of it. Then I find myself doing those exact same actions, replys and facial expressions to my friends and family.
Also, I dont have very passionate feelings towards very much, im rather non-plussed about anything emotionally. But if I guy comes onto me I know how im MEANT to act and so go throught the robotic-like motions ive observed other girls doing. But I dont like it, I feel like im manipulating and misguiding.
Is anyone else like this?
Is this normal?

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Based on 52 votes (28 yes)
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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    I believe you've lost who you are. Not a good thing for me to say that, I know, but I also believe that it is absolutely 100% normal. I honestly don't know who I am either.
    Finding yourself in your heart can be very difficult but possible. Don't give up. Best advice I can give is, just try exploring your interests and expressing your own ideas. Eventually you'll one day look in the mirror and see your true lights and colors.

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  • jsfdnljn
    14 years ago

    you're probably just very different from other people and need to take time to find out what it is that does excite you.

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    No. You don't know how to just be yourself.

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  • mmethamphetamminen
    14 years ago

    your perfectly normal in my opinion

    sociological speaking, your mind is just giving yourself a common ground amongst others in this social world. Look up the concept of 'looking-glass self', it might shed some light on human interactions

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  • Garraven
    14 years ago

    I used to be like that. I dont know how to help. for some weird reason I finaly stoped being that way after I did something that instantly fixed it but you would have to find the one thing that dose that to you.

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