Life as a psychopath.....

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I don't see it as a problem. Why is it a "disability"? It serves me well, and I love it. I don't get what's wrong with being a sociopath, psychopath and having anti-social personality disorder.

Most psychopaths don't ever do anything really wrong. I don't plan on doing anything really bad. I'm a pretty nice person.

I've been diagnosed with all of the above disorders, so please no smartass remarks saying 'psychos don't know they're psychos'.....because, I'll tell ya what, YES, they do know (well, not ALL know, but many do). We like you to think we don't know. So keep on believing that.

is it normal to like being a psycho?

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[Old Memory]

11 years ago

Well i was actually diagnosed with anti-social personality disorder through court order, and i know for a fact that you are lying. Yes Antisocials often know what they are, but it is a disability in the sense that you don't learn lessons and operate on a seperate agenda to the "normal" public and it's best interests.

There is a simple test to prove you're a liar, how and why were you diagnosed?

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  11 years ago
  
  I already said above, from the military. That's where I got the initial diagnosis. They thought I just had a borderline personality disorder but after extensive testing and talking with counselors, I got a much worse diagnosis. I got kicked out of the Army over it. I go to counseling and it's been confirmed time and again.
  
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  - [Old Memory]
    
    11 years ago
    
    I see. I just get annoyed with all the tools who talk shit saying they're a "Psychopath". It takes quite a set of events in order to be recomended for testing, in my case prison time and a court order.
    
    I mean someone who just thinks they're a psychopath, often never is. I never did, I just act how I act. I was given a 34/40 level in the testing.
    
    I was almost "textbook" within each of these.
    
    Glibness/superficial charm
    Grandiose sense of self-worth
    Pathological lying
    Cunning/manipulative
    Lack of remorse or guilt
    Shallow affect
    Callousness; lack of empathy
    Failure to accept responsibility for own actions
    
    Need for stimulation/proneness to boredom
    Parasitic lifestyle
    Poor behavioral control
    Lack of realistic long-term goals
    Impulsivity
    Irresponsibility
    Juvenile delinquency
    Early behavior problems
    Revocation of conditional release
    
    It's believed that 1 in every 100 atleast is ASPD. I believe that, I know plenty of people that fit the descriptions above, we all know them.
    
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    - Anonymous Post Author
      
      11 years ago
      
      I agree, it is annoying when people throw around the psycho term....probably more annoying to us even just because of how we are, a very exclusive group!!
      
      The only thing I'm not textbook in is the not accepting responsibility. I actually use that as an advantage because almost everyone, psycho or not, makes excuses for everything so it just shakes people right up when you openly admit that you did wrong or were late for no good reason, or whatever. So in effect, it's just a higher form of mind games. It puts me in a higher place, I think. I'm not doing it to be honest, I'm doing it to be seen a certain way and to fuck with people's heads. People just don't know how to react to honesty in that regard. It's so unexpected.
      
      I used to believe I didn't lie much or lie well, but nah, that went out the window when I realized exactly how good at it I was that I fooled myself most of the time.
      
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      - [Old Memory]
        
        11 years ago
        
        I do the same thing, but to openly admit that you did wrong IS a way of shirking responsibility, taking the wind out of their sails as it were.
        
        "that I fooled myself most of the time."
        
        All good liars and ASPD types auto-forget that they are lying most of the time.
        
        "Because if you believe your own lies they sound like truth."
        
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  - Wüstenfuchs
    
    11 years ago
    
    If you're generally a good person and don't plan on doing anything bad, that in itself rules out anti-social personality disorder. o.O And I'm not sure what you mean by "much worse than borderline personality disorder", as that's my main diagnosis, and life is hardly tolerable (not to mention the military doesn't even consider me, even with an ASVAB score in the 98th percentile). But you seem content. I don't mean any of this as an attack on you, I'm just not understanding or I'm missing something.
    
    But as for the question posted, I've been diagnosed with BPD (as mentioned above), avoidant personality disorder, sexual sadism, and sexual masochism; and with everything going on in my head, I have felt so removed for so long that I feel a sense of elitism and egocentricity to the point of being predatory, which feeds my sadism. Frankly, I wouldn't change for anything. I'd rather die than feel any other way.
    
    I hope I'm not rambling too much. I lose focus and interest while typing on the phone. xP
    
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    - Anonymous Post Author
      
      11 years ago
      
      I wouldn't say I'm a good person....I just play by some of the rules because I'd rather not be in prison. I don't plan on much of anything, I'm pretty impulsive, but as I said I'd rather not be in prison so I deny some of my impulses. I break every rule I believe I can get away with. I absolutely question EVERY "rule", even something as simple as an entrance/exit door, I will purposely use the wrong door just because. I feel like only an idiot would do what the sign says.
      
      I know I hurt people by being how I am, but I can't change it so I am not going to stress over it. I can't force feelings. I'm just upfront about my disorder so people can at least try not to expect too much from me, but people are people and they just don't get it.
      
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      - Wüstenfuchs
        
        11 years ago
        
        I see the connection now. :P At least you have control over it, for the most part. As long as you're not doing anything horribly wrong, I wouldn't see any reason to change. Even the most "noble" of laws is no better than the idiotic "people entering this building /must/ use this door" bullshit. But reprimands are definitely not worth the rebellion. x.x
        
        And thanks for clarifying. :P
        
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[Old Memory]

11 years ago

I'm skeptical about this. Not sure if you actually are, you seem quite immature. Where is the proof that you have been diagnosed with this?

Not to mention, you're not exactly that dangerous if you got found out that you are a psychopath, sociopath, and anti-social, and diagnosed with all three...Just saying.

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  11 years ago
  
  Most psychopaths aren't "dangerous". Most never do anything very bad. There's several million living in the US and most go about their business, I can't say normally, but normal for them. People have this idea that psychos are all murderers, and that's obviously not true. More murderers are NOT psychos, and most psychos are not murderers.
  
  I already said above where I go a diagnosis, I was in the military and get kicked out for it. I went through extensive testing. They thought I may have just had a borderline personality disorder but found out it was a lot worse than that.
  
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800imawesome

11 years ago

I'm a sadist, and I know it. I like it too. Makes life more enjoyable...

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Cheese123

10 years ago

I thought psychopath, anti-social personality disorder and sociopath were all the same thing. OP, could you please englighten me as to the definitions?
Another question, have you considered special forces? In my country, we look for sociopaths because they can do the evil things normal men and women can't do.

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- whoknowsman
  
  7 years ago
  
  where do you live?
  
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lylalylalyla

11 years ago

Hey, do you feel emotions? even if they are short-lived and with very little intensity?
And, do you have to fake emotions? if you answered you have superficial emotions, and then if you do fake: does it makes your anger get uncontrolled?

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  11 years ago
  
  I do feel emotions, only some though. I feel anger. I feel happiness but only a selfish happiness, I don't feel genuinely happy for others. Basically any emotion I feel is completely self-centered. There's things I enjoy in this world, I feel pleasure, but I don't care about anyone else's pleasure unless I'm using that to try to accomplish something. I don't feel emotional pain since I'm never *truly* emotionally invested in anything (that's impossible for me).
  
  I don't know exactly what love, care or concern is. I observe it in others, I can imitate it if I have to. I know basically how people will receive any given act or news, not because I empathize but just from experience dealing with people. I know if they will be angry, hurt, disgusted, pleased, or whatever just based on observation, not any sort of 'relating' to them.
  
  I don't ever feel regret, guilt or remorse, I have no conscience.
  
  Since I don't experience a lot of emotions or genuine caring empathy I do have trouble believing that anyone else REALLY does either. I guess most do, but I'm always skeptical.
  
  I fake emotions all the time. It IS tiring and it is annoying. I've stopped doing it for some circumstances and people. Having people 'expect' normalcy from me is really getting old. People seem to think I can change, or that I should change, and that is just not so. It's not only impossible, but I wouldn't want to if I could.
  
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MiaScarlette.

11 years ago

Thats cool. I would totally be your friend. Psychos are interesting. I think its normal. Its actually good, its better then being totally insecure or ashamed about it, right?

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  11 years ago
  
  You'd regret being my friend eventually.
  
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800imawesome

11 years ago

Most psychopaths only murder when they have a reason. I, on one hand, have plenty.

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- coolio75650932
  
  11 years ago
  
  plenty? pffft i have a whole mount everest worth of reasons to kill
  
  1.there annoying as hell
  
  2.they killed my first and second wife
  
  3.accidently called me colio instead of coolio.
  
  4.etc
  
  5-∞.there black DURP
  
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thanksforthefreecar

11 years ago

That's really not good, but it's your life, if you get not happy anymore reply to this comment and I'll tell you something to do.

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RockerRoseanne

11 years ago

It's a very fun life to lead.~

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[Old Memory]

11 years ago

you might need a psycho social club, a meeting place for psychos to have fun together , other groups have club rooms and outings , why not psychos?

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[Old Memory]

11 years ago

"IIN to like being a psycho?"

Why ask us? You're like a chicken asking a cow if it's normal to like being a chicken.

Go ask your own kind, not those who have no experience with these things.

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  11 years ago
  
  True...there might be one other psycho on here though, maybe they'd care to chat.
  
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  - 800imawesome
    
    11 years ago
    
    I say it's normal x3
    
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  - Wüstenfuchs
    
    11 years ago
    
    ;3 (Not psychotic in the definition of the word, but the "normies" [I liked that. xD] use it to mean "mentally ill" a lot.)
    
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Anime7

11 years ago

I interpreted this to mean that you pretty much accepted yourself. If you like who you are that's great, and it's even better that you're not thinking of harming someone.

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myboyfriendsbitch

11 years ago

It's just one of those things that's supposed to make life more complicated according to someone somewhere who wrote it down in a book.Maybe you could call it psychopathability so that it sounds more like a super power than a mental disorder. I'm curious, how does it serve you well?

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dirtybirdy

11 years ago

You don't plan on doing anything bad, that's nice of you. If you really don't hurt anyone in any way then what would the problem be.

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  11 years ago
  
  I don't know, but it's called a "disorder" and a disability, so obviously there's something unsavory about it according to you "normies". I got kicked out of the Army for it.
  
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  - coolio75650932
    
    11 years ago
    
    my names not normie...you pycho bitch!
    
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  - dirtybirdy
    
    11 years ago
    
    I am not aware that I'm a normie. I don't particularly care for a lot of labely type things either. I also can't explain things very well sometimes so you ain't gettin much outta me. How about be as good a person as you can be and maybe try to make some things better. Smile too :D
    
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