Lack of faith

As a child you're taught to be a productive and filanthropic member of society. Once you grow old and cut all the bullshit, you start realizing that we're just animals that make weird sounds. Once this happens, you get depressed and feel nihilistic. I guess we're wired to help each other but I really refuse to.

Good question. Humans are no better than animals. Our kind kills other animals for food, animal products, testing pharmaceutical drugs, other experiments etc etc. Animal shelters euthanize unwanted animals as if humans own the entire planet.
People whine and bitch about dictators, murderers etc etc forgetting that either they also indirectly support murder by buying animal products.

I honestly think farming was a mistake. It both makes land impossible to forage from, and once you are raised farming you don't learn how to forage. There are actually 5 million hunter gatherers today, coincidentally roughly the amount there were 10,000 years ago when agriculture started supposedly.

This context makes life make a lot more sense to me, because foraging like every other species actually does make sense.

And the fact that we live in this way that is so much worse for so many reasons, also makes sense in that we have lost both the land and the knowledge to exist in a better way, where we can be truly independent.

Stop fucking spamming the same question over and over.