Kissing doesn't feel amazing to me iin?
I'm new to dating and am currently getting to know and see this man :) I'm 21 and he's 30- he's very amazing, gentleman like and honest. We had our first proper kiss last night. I have known him for about 2 years but not properly. The kiss was nice , much better than my first ever kiss which was bad. It didn't feel amazing like I have heard it should. I also got a bit of anxiety because when I get intimate I get really scared especially with the thought of sex. We were cuddling and part of me wanted to go home. I don't know why I'm like this, iv wondered if I'm asexual. What am I meant to feel? I don't mind closed mouth kissing but not too much hard core kissing..