Jumbled brain - confused please help?

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Im not quite sure if any of this is goin to make sense. I dont how to explain anything like this when i can hardly keep up with my own thoughts but i'll try.
It feels like theres way too much going on inside my head. It gets confusing. Sometimes ill try and focus on a song or go 'lalalaaaa' in my head to try and push the thoughts away but as soon as ya stop there back agen so it dont work.

I find myself going to do silly thing's like the other day I hand a pair of scissors infront of me and I picked them up and was about to cut half of my hair of one side. Glad I realized what i was doing.

I believe things aswell that aren't exactly true. The other morning i woke up and believed there was a spider in my bed with my somewhere.

I see people that arent there and have done for years my DOCTOR told me to move house because it was haunted and i was seeing ghosts....

If i leave my house i feel like everyones staring at me.
I feel like somone's watching me even if there's nooone around.

My moods change so much. Ill go on a downer and ill litrally want to die sometimes and cant stop thinkin about how bad everything is and how bad i am. Then suddenly ill be really happy and hyper and on a high. When im happier everything seems possible to me like goals in life. Ill be convinced they'll happen and i can do everything but when im down i dont believe anything like that i lose intrest in everything.

I forget certain times like i went out and apparently started being nasty about one of my freind's who found out and asked me about it. But i cant remember the night at all how do i know if i done it? Dont sound like me though.

I feel like i sound stupid writing all this to whoever reads it. I cant explain everything to make people understand if you know what i mean? I get these feelings i cant explain aswell. Sometimes i wonder if its normal and i just cant handle it the way most people can.

Ill shut up now sorry about the essay as i said i cant explain it properly. Does anyone get a rough idea what i mean though? Feel the same way? Is it normal?

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  • neopythagorean
    14 years ago

    Dude, get yourself checked out. REMEMBER: the normal age of onset of psychotic disorders like schizophrenia is late adolescence to early adulthood. Are you in this age group? Everything that you describe in your post are symptoms that I hear about every day. I am a therapist that treats people with severe mental illnesses such as bipolar disorder, schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorder. There are effective treatments available especially if you catch it early and get on some meds ASAP. Don't be scared. You can have a great and normal life. Just get yourself checked out and DON'T take illegal drugs. NO, NOT EVEN POT. Sorry, but some people just can't smoke it.

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    • Katinabox
      11 years ago

      Hey I know this is very very late but I've only just returned to this site, Bu thanks to you and everyone else that tried to help :) I think that maybe alot of it was due to other problems in my life but at the time I didn't know it. I didn't mention I had an eating disorder in this and have had all my teenage years. Being so young makes it hard to understand! I'm 21 now things seem better other then a few things, I recovered from my ED about a year and a half ago and now all I have to deal with is all my control issues have moved from food and onto other things but that I can live with alot more then I could with all of the other stuff when I was younger. But as I said thankyou for your help :)

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    • Kia_Tallon2
      13 years ago

      I know this isn't part of the thing and i should ask this, but where did you go to college at to become a therapist? I'm looking for a college.

      And you said it better then I would of ever said it.

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  • supra661
    14 years ago

    Wow you are describing some serious chemical imbalance type issues. Seek professional help from a trained psychologist or psychiatrist.... Chances are pretty good (from what you describe) that you are bipolar with a hint of some other sort of psychosis (i.e. mild schizophrenia perhaps)... Seek help, before anything gets worse.

    Good luck, and God bless!

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  • Avant-Garde
    12 years ago

    You sounds like me.

    Look up schizophrenia.

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  • DeadByDesign
    12 years ago

    Meditate

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  • mission
    12 years ago

    Jumbled; although I'm no psychiatrist, or doctor it sure sounds like you can't stay focused, you have trouble finishing things, hundreds of thoughts are going through your head at the same time and you can't keep focused enough to explain any of them; that is what I am. I'm diagnosed ADHD, anxiety and depressed. I've been on Adderall for over three years now and when I don't get the dosages that I'm supposed to I am ok for a certain length of time, but then start wierding out in my head and can't remember jack. So, I guess what I am trying to really say is that you should see a psych. and that is not a 'no no' anymore.

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  • Kia_Tallon2
    13 years ago

    (Minor error)

    "I know this isn't part of the thing and I shouldn't ask this, but where did you go to college at to become a therapist? I'm looking for a college.

    And you said it better then I would of ever said it."

    SORRY FOR THE ERROR!!!

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  • E.Dovsky
    14 years ago

    What you're describing sounds like bipolar disorder - like the others have said! Get yourself checked out by a professional asap.

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