Ive gone beyond depretion , help ?

its hard to explain but , at one point i was EXTREAMLY depressed , like suicidal depressed .
eventualy just laying there alone depressed angry and all i just snaped and now i find everything hilarious , especialy humain suffering , even my own , like everytime i hear something bad happened or i see something im trying not to laugh but i find it hilarious ,

is this like the point of depretion where im insane ? because i also think about hurting just about everyone to make myself feel better. am i even closs to normal ?

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Comments ( 10 )
  • thecoldhardtruth

    Misery loves company

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  • Are you depressed about your horrible grammar and spelling?

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  • ruralfrights

    Insane people wouldn't be insane if they could see the insanity. If you see it, then you probably arent there.........,,yet.

    Your headed for a total mental/physical/spiritual collapse if you don't seek help. Depression is usually progressive, meaning it gets worse until treated. I fear for you, and I'll pray for you.

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  • gman911

    You'll probably turn into a murdering psychopath, if so i think you'll enjoy a website called bloodshows.com >;)

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  • LyricalLie89

    I agree with Peppercat, maybe what you are feeling is a good thing. Maybe you have changed your attitude on life. I find that I can be really depressed sometimes when I think about my failures over and over again...but once in a while there is a glimmer of me that is able to love myself unconditionally which then makes me extremely happy.

    Or perhaps this could be your bodies desperate attempt at self-preservation?

    Or maybe you're bi-polar?

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  • Peppercat

    I think its humourous cynicalism, the point were you stop feeling sorry for your self and start seeing the funny/postive side of everything that you SHOULD be unhappy/upset about.

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  • kevinmq

    if you think your crazy you cant be

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  • Austinsworld

    Same thing happens to me, when I was younger I use to be have some very critical views, and I was a pretty dark and serious person, even now some of the things I think are pretty overboard and extreme.

    Thinking your not normal will probably just make it worse. So, why are you depressed?

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  • left4dead_

    you are on the verge of driving yourself insane correct. but the only way to turn that anger or depression away is to find the source. so if you feel unloved,alone,or maybe have feelings of anger or uselessness you need positive renforcemnet for thses sort of this. age may also vary with the feelings.note i have felt when am angry i like to see other or hear of others being hurt though mine is only as long as the anger last about 1 hour to 1 day.hope this helps.

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    • TheSociopath102

      it kinda does , just doesnt compleatly answer all my question . but tnks man

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