Ive gone beyond depretion , help ?
its hard to explain but , at one point i was EXTREAMLY depressed , like suicidal depressed .
eventualy just laying there alone depressed angry and all i just snaped and now i find everything hilarious , especialy humain suffering , even my own , like everytime i hear something bad happened or i see something im trying not to laugh but i find it hilarious ,
is this like the point of depretion where im insane ? because i also think about hurting just about everyone to make myself feel better. am i even closs to normal ?