Its sick but why i do it with my cousin?!

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I read one story of someone that went thru the same experience by having a close relationship with their own cousin but i was 12 and my male cousin 18!
I had moved overseas as my parents were in the middle of an seperation so i had to make a new life and friends, as i was getting to know my family i had made a real friendship with that cousin of mine that he turned out to be Brother that i never had..but eveuntually i realised he got closer as in asking me questions if i had kissed b4 as i was younger i havent or cared about boys that time so then he just kissed me, i didnt know how to feel or react but knew of course it was wrong as we´re family but for some reason silly me always went back to him. Later i wasnt happy livin there because of school i had moved back to where i was living, so its been 7 years since we last saw each other until 2 months ago i went back for holidays, yes i saw him but i sensed that it was different now havin a gf for almost 6 years, that i didnt have to feel akward around him until sundenly i noticed he´d look at me or if we´d walk past he´d look and smile but this time i ignored him like it was nothing. Thru out my stay we were meant to go to a coffee shop, in Europe its always about goin out to a coffee shop with friends but we ended up goin to a place with the view of the city and once and while we had something in common to smoke pot here and there while we did we talked and talked then he mentioned about it and then he just came in closer..again! and i let him but id always pull back as it felt wrong i mean he is my cousin right?! As u guessed we ended up having sex,twice! Its ridiculas i know & its gross but i cant help too to be around him knowing thats what it comes too, i do feel weird around his girlfriend even tho i dont socialize with her much but i feel that this will go on and on whenever i see him as they also have plans to settle down soon.
And you know another fact, people had their suspicions of us but we have mantained an resonable distance to not make it obvious. I dont think i love him in that way but i do think about it and scarily dream of it, is it an addiction?

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  • Jen118584
    14 years ago

    He sounds like a scumbag, in all honesty. He not only practically forced a relationship sexual in nature on you when you were waaaaaay too young for him to ethically do so, but now he's cheating on his girlfriend with you? Sounds like an opportunist. It probably attracts you that it's so wrong. I'd stay away from him if I were you.

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  • RomeoDeMontague
    10 years ago

    Alright well since you were 12 and he was 18 its rape. As well as that I think he is taking advantage of the fact you are younger and probobly want to please them. I agree with what Jenni said. Your cousin a scumbag so stay away from him.

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  • MissJessy
    11 years ago

    ah... well the same kind of thing happened with me and my cousin i was twelve and he was 20... you see he was staying at my house for one week straight and every night that week we would get drunk and smoke a shit load of weed and it was the week of my birthday... i was a virgin and he was very far from... one night we were so bored we just sat alone in my room thinking about and talking about things that we could do to entertain ourselves i started saying some funny random stuff that would be impossible and he kept saying that i know of some things but i just didn't want to say and i had no idea what he was getting at until he came over and sat on my bed with me and asked if i wanted to play truth or dare so i said sure and he said he goes first and dared me to let him kiss my neck so i let him then he tried more and i stopped him but then the next night it was my birthday and he got me completely wasted to celebrate but he was sober and said he wasn't drinking... then he took my hand and put it down his pants and started fondling me then he stood up and i started sucking his dick and i knew it was wrong but i was too drunk to care... then next thing you know we had sex it was amazing! but now whenever i go to my aunts house(where he lives) we all sit outside smoking cigarettes and when i look over at him hes staring at me smiling... but we haven't done anything since that one night... i've always had a crush on my cousin but i never would have thought it would go that far...

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  • wannarocktheworld
    11 years ago

    he has a girlfriend now.
    he's just using you to service his sausage. simple and straight. i say cut his dick the next time he lays a hand on you.

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