Itn to be a women & my age, plus i never of actually been inlove ?

Is this normal for a age/gender to be mid 20's as a female thats never been "inlove" before? ,as in emtionally in a state of being absolutley inlove with a man before?

i have loved plenty & i think looking back i have cared for past men, more then persay love, & being 'inlove' with someone is on a total diffrent level of emtions! i have had a serious relationship before for 3yrs and another one for 1yr ,overall looking back i still dont feel i was even crazy inlove with him.. Not even heart broken when the relationship was actually over with, i realized it was for the better & we just werent a 'right fit' for eachother, but i still didnt feel any sadness over it! i am worried that I will Never fall inlove or never be someones 'first love' also, cus where im now 24 & over half of people it seems my age have atleast fallin inlove of all things by now!!! :/
How ever, i did have a special circumstance though.. growing up without a father & family, plus my mom never emtionally 'there' or even caring like most mothers are overall supposivly.. i have seeked out attention from other men the wrong ways when i was back in high school days.. i believe as a result of my extremly dysfunctional past life things/circumstances was a big impact with that particular issue.
wich as of right now in life, im all about gettin myself established AND i can honestly say i have No emtional baggage for my potential 'soul mate' whenever he comes along.. BUT i just fear about bein mid 20s & as a women that its going to Never happen, if its not yet of happened?

i really want to feel that feeling of being 'inlove' . especially where i was so lacked from it in childhood years. anyone else that can relate or give me some words of wisdom to this particular concern im having on life?
is there still hope for someone like me?