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I want to know Is it OK for me to hate, is it OK to be insecure around other men, is it OK to feel weak around other men, is it OK not accept other males in my life, is it normal to be depressed all the time? I'm starting to feel like it's OK to abuse myself by letting my HIV kill me, I stopped taking my meds I want die now because I'm a weak male
no its not normal! your body is Gods temple! hang in there man!you never know!
It's fine to be mad at yourself for certain reasons, but you shouldn't hate yourself. It's just one thing, and you'll just get over it. But you really should not abuse yourself. I guess you're just feeling insecure about yourself, that's all...
I'd reccomand talking to friends or family or even a therapist. It sounds cliché, but it does really help.
It's normal to feel fugged up when you have a real reason. If you are depressed because shit hit the fan, that's normal. Killing your self won't fix anything and if you have an epic fail in the process you could make it worse.So go talk to a mental health professional, there's a lot of support for people with issues such as yours.
Just recommend not killing yourself...depression is caused by chemical imbalance in the brain...with current medical technologies, I believe HIV positive people can live for many decades easily or more.
I reckon it's ok to stop taking your meds if you don't want to live longer, but why hate yourself? You weren't born hating yourself, no-one is, so this shit has come from other people's attitudes and you don't have to listen to it.