It's just easier not to.

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What's the motivation to leave the house, when everything just boring. People are mean and hate me cuz i'm shit. I only leave when I have to like work and school, and I only do that stuff so I wont completely waste my life, since it's not really my life. I didn't make it. I don't see a point in making friends or relationships either. It's too much trouble. Sex and love all that, has no appeal to me, it's just effort. And nothing really feels 'real' anyway. I would rather just live in a fantasy world in my head. Real people all looks basically the same to me. All I do is sleep. I have plenty to do, but no motivation. I hate to do anything for fun or spend money on myself because it's a waste since I don't deserve it. And I'm not depressed. I don't have the normal feelings like people are supposed to have. I'm just shit.

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  • [Old Memory]
    8 years ago

    If it quacks like a duck, swims like a duck, then it's depression.

    ...It sounds like depression, brah.

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  • thegypsysailor
    8 years ago

    OK, if you say so.

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  • Short4Words
    8 years ago

    Depression is less of a feeling and more of a state of mind. It is (almost) absolute surrender to the idea that life is meaningless and will never change, which is hardly rational because life changes all the time, even to those who don't act.

    I think you are also suffering from derealization. You sound a lot like me at one point of my life. Felt totally disconnected. Disconnected from my feelings, family, reality, everything.

    You have to see a therapist if you expect things to get better or do some reading on cognitive behavioural therapy. I firmly suggest therapy.

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