Isn't it normal that reality is terrible?

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Everyone's seeing it, everyone knows it, and despite being in denial, they know something went horribly wrong (thus their version of reality is a wonderful place, don't kid yourself, someone's in conflict with this fantasy). Reality is violent, angry, disappointing, a joke of a moment of anger, an embarrassment of riches where it forces the weaker ones to be very close to a bully's face, despite pain, and some time to use a wooden plank with violence. Yes, reality makes the soft ones more violent, exactly all over the world (yes, Australia too), including the fact that dogs will bite you for their good country, they don't care. Reality is scary, and I have the bravery, the courage, the fortitude, to almost never run to my friend's or my room, but to once again be very close to a bully (it's in the dictionary!), and the reality is words are just words, every time I act, there's trouble (all of it during my genius) and I'm starting to have second thoughts on genius, should I change or should I stand up for things that get me knocked out, like Jesus did? What a terrible reality it is to be Jesus, and what a piece of shit it is for me to just exist, until I drop the genius, think about it, every time I had people retalliating against my good, retalliating against my education in morals, even retalliating against following all the rules, it's not the rules, it's the genius, that's the reality. The genius did it, it was never the moral code, everyone else can follow the same code and it works, not for the genius. People will do anything to resist this, they'll deny I'm a genius, they'll insult me, they'll hit me, they'll push their morals on me, they'll think I've done the wrong thing. I never did the wrong thing, I'm just a genius and that's what's causing it. Welcome to reality, it reserves a special, unfortunate treatment for one kind of person, depending on what they do, then they'll find something else terrible to do to them, I've always been the hero, and people only want me, well I'm getting my revenge, I'll find one person to pick a misfortune on, and only want them, it's already done, and it felt just as terrible to Micheal as it does to me. He doesn't like enemies to only want him, and nobody likes this kind of treatment unique only to them, even Superman never liked it. But the reality is you get treated like Superman, so who's right in the game? The hero, or the evil doer? The evil ones are right, because being good is a good target, and being genius is a good target. How does it feel to exist and everything is trying to kill your genius, or you, no matter what you do, until you stop being a genius? If genius is so good why does it kill you with everything you do? How I hate mankind so much, sorry this is long, but it's strange and macabre isn't it? There's even very pained patients in the hospital, mentally and physically, and the doctors are saving lives, and the doctors are proud that it happens (it's about money!), so then, the forces of evil really exist, it's in Australia, and its name is Robbie, or Micheal, the two are an embarrassment to the country, because they're violent, you think Australia is a good country? It has violent criminals, pigs, mean people, and those sexually-harrassing men. And I feel I need to do myself a favour and maybe, just maybe, never be a genius again, yet I'm afraid of not accepting myself the way I am, afraid to change, is that normal?

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  • jack_shephard
    5 years ago

    Didn't read the whole thing but reminds me of lost's s6 such a bummer that was.

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  • Anonnet
    5 years ago

    No, it's not really that bad depending on where you live and what you do. I don't know anything about you nor do I live in Australia, so I can only make inferences based on what you wrote.

    You sound like you're still in school and you're getting bullied. As a person who also had a rough time in school, the best advice I can give is to get friends, including the faculty if they're nice enough. Everything is easier to deal with when you have someone else to back you up. Don't get violent with them, it only escalates things and it won't work in your favor.

    Regarding the rest of your post, please calm down and see a psychologist. There's a lot of good in life if you know where to look. Mankind doesn't deserve to be hated for the actions of a few people.

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  • Track0011
    5 years ago

    a capital TL;DR for you, sir

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  • RoseIsabella
    5 years ago

    Paragraphs are wonderful things!

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  • cipro
    5 years ago

    Yeah its horrible. The only solution is to become horrible yourself so that people think ten times before offending you.

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    • Hansberger
      5 years ago

      I dealt with the quasi-psychologies and beliefs (not my beliefs) on the internet by having my own way to create reality: creating reality with positive thinking and emotions (as said on the internet), and looking up disperate things on the internet about the lack of change, etc, and what I found out is: in my experience (outside the internet life), I learned there are some things I can do and some things I can't do, that a philosophy from the people if and if not I already follow any other philosophy, is the only way into a real reality that works and not a professed reality, no more being, but doing, taking action, etc. What I found out is that organized beliefs are fantasies, the people's beliefs are the truth, and invented beliefs based on hard thinking and experience are the truth (if I invented them), not those belief categories like an ism unless it's the type that covers all things. I finally understood reality: that you are what you are and not what you try to be, that there are laws in all things governing a possibility, that a mere belief isn't true, that faith isn't true, that a force of any kind instilling an upsetness in the forced person is impossible, therefore it only produces pressure and whether you're doing the forcing or not is up to you, that doing what you want defies the logic that it's what you want, it goes beyond your limits of the want, e.g. to say to follow one's passions only instils one to do what they want to a slightly greater extreme, their wants, and not their passions. That's actually irrational, it's illogical, but truth defies reason, because people are irrational. Therefore as I found out irrationalism is true and none of the rational philosophies.

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