Is this phobia normal?
I am terrified of large underwater things (whales, sunken ships, submarines, and the open ocean itself.) And whales are probably my biggest fear.
I know it's irrational because I'm not especially scared of sharks and things I know are dangerous in the water, it's of things that are quite larger than I am.
I do however "face my fear" and swim in the ocean and my swimming pool. But I am always afraid that the light in my pool is always a whale eye (which of course is silly, which is why I can continue to swim)
But it's to the point to where I've been reduced to tears just to see a video of someone swimming with a whale in the ocean.
I can't even play video games levels such as the sunken ship level in Mario 64.
I can't even find a "phobia" word for it.
Anyone else with the same problem?