Is this normal to feel this way
So my bf and i have been togther i bot now and iv always felt not right about my self i hate everything about me .im 200 lb i know its nuhealty and bad an unactaive and yah i get it all that is always in my head anyway he camt pick me up and do fun stuff with me and he tells me all the time im fine and stuff but im constly saying sorry for everything and im wondering if its normal tp feel out of place no matter how much wight i lose no matter how much i try its not good enough ihate my self i just need to know if this is common among others