Is this a normal orgasm?
Nobody has ever given me an orgasm, but when I masturbate a certain spot just above my clitoris gives me an orgasm that feels like a spiritual experience. Whatever I'm fantasizing about goes away and is often replaced with people from my past that I have unresolved heartaches over. Everything goes white and the only way I can explain the feeling would be to liken it to ascending to another plane; like I'm leaving my body. Physically; the sensation is astronomical, but it only lasts about a minute. Am I experiencing an orgasm? The spot is so difficult for even me to find, so I doubt anyone else ever will. Once the sensation is over, I often feel quite depressed, like I want to go and write poetry about my past heartbreaks.. So maybe it's a good thing that it'd be near impossible for another to make me feel this way.. Is it normal?