Is this a normal friendship or something more?
So my friend and I are very close. She is one of my best friends. Sometimes things get a little blurry and flirtatious. When we have sleepovers, we usually fall asleep spooning. Also she usually initiates it. It came to a point where I would have to pretend she was in bed with me just to fall asleep. When I am around her I feel like I need to be touching her at all times. I kissed her on the cheek once and then it just started to become a normal thing. She told me that one time when I tried to end our friendship it was the most painful thing she'd ever experienced. We fight constantly but love each other to death. Its an exhausting and passionate relationship. There have just been little things I can't really explain but if she was a guy it would mean that she likes me. I asked her if she was bi once and she freaked out and said no. Also, she has a boyfriend and they are pretty serious. I'm just confused because I think she may like me or vice versa.
I AM A GIRL BTW