Is this a normal emotion?
It’s like I feel bored, but I’m not actually bored, because I’m fairly busy right now. And it’s like I don’t care about any of the things in my life, but I do, but at the same time, I feel very empty, so maybe I don’t actually care? And my brain is like, “The solution is to do something self-destructive for excitement and attention.”
What is this emotion?