Is normal to wish to punch my parents on the face?
I'm a 23 years old guy, living with parents. I have two older sisters, who were always the good ones while I was the problem. I didn't receive any kind of motivation, just been charge for the things I have to do, and the person I have to be. But it doesn't fit with my personality, I don't wanna be the one my parents wish me to be. I have my own qualities but it has never been recognized by my family, they just want to push me down, with no self-esteem, confusing my mind and telling that my sisters are the best, and i'm a bunch of shit. I've never had strong familiar laces, i have a strong problems of motivation and always give up in the middle. Lots of projects left. My parents never sit with me to discuss, to give some advice, because "I'm already a loser, why spend time with a person like me"
But they think they've done all the best. But they are quite sick parents, who always argue in front of me while I was a child, but avoid to argue in front of my sisters. They used me to argue between them, like you father is a selfish, or your mother is a dumbass.
But with my sisters they've done everything the right way. I FEEL SOOO ANGRY WHEN I REALISE THOSE THNGS THAT MY REAL WISH AT THIS MOMENT IS TO GIVE A BIG PUNCH ON THEIR FACE.
Actually more than one. One in the face and another one in the stomach. Then pull their hair strongly then step on their back. It would make me feel so much better.
Is this normal?
Kisses.