Is my urge normal?

34% Normal
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Well as I've got older this has got worse. When i was younger i was bullied a lot and I have had an awful life. I've attempted suicide 4 times and my anger is getting more and more destructive. Recently i got in the car with a guy i knew was drunk and so was i in fairness. i used to take my anger out on myself, however as more and more people treat me badly i have a strong urge to kill them, and I'm not saying that to be dramatic i fantasise about ways in which id do it i play out the scenarios in my head, i even think of where i'd dispose of there bodies, and it is getting harder and harder to fight these urges. Im a really nice girl i look after people but people who upset me its becoming harder for me to accept how badly they've treated me and I'm very confused about whats wrong with me... because the thoughts in my head are so graphic and angry it can't be normal can it?

Voting Results
34% Normal
Based on 32 votes (11 yes)
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  • AmarokTheWolfeh^_^
    8 years ago

    Urges? Yes. Carrying out urge to kill? Not. Everyone gets that angry from time to time... Particularly seeing how your childhood was messed up. Might want to seek help for the the trauma though.

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  • bjBarry
    8 years ago

    Thus we have a problem inherent in this process. We have appealed to popular vote to determine normalcy. Of course it is not normal to think of ways to kill others. Too much hatred and anger and CSI. Now, come and kill me.

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  • shenanigans
    8 years ago

    I think it's normal since it's only the people who have been horrible to you. I often get strong urges to kill those people too.

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  • green_boogers
    8 years ago

    I don't know if you need love or counseling. Ever had a boyfriend?

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    • scarletdeviluk1
      8 years ago

      I've had boyfriends but i always end out ending it

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      • green_boogers
        8 years ago

        I'm thinking it might be cheaper to get your relationship readiness skills lifted a notch than to dump your money on a shrink.

        I might be wrong. Sometimes we are all more wacko than we realize.

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