Is my straight best friend want a bj from me
Ok im bac..my best freind is 26 years old im 51 n we been best freinds for 5 years now ..he knows i was sexually molested by my brother n another random guy..he was very compassionate to me about it in fact we became closer...now all his freinds are much older then him he said he only has a few n he does he isolated alot like me we really enjoy each others company.wen he takes off his shirt in the heat he has a nice trail n nipples n his dick bulges thru his jeans ..he always looks at me as if to say.. ask me ...n i can feel he knows senses i want to suck his cock ..hes made it clear he likes woman n that anal sex w 2 guys is gross.all i want is to suck his cock i know he wouldnt want to give it back to me n thats fine i dont want him to i just wanna please him n really want to tell him i want to feel connected more by him cumming in my mouth i want it all ..n i want to relieve him from having to jo. wen im avail for him ...please seriously how or should i ask him n how can i ask him ive talked dirty n so has he how can i ask him without it ruining our freindship it should i even ask??? Hes single i want to ask him how big he is to ...i knows he really loves me too as a bro he has said guys justify it n its not right. but i can say this.. he knows i want to by the vibes ...please help me .. I just know hes sexually frustrated..need real advice ..anyone had any experiences like this ..i really dont want it to ruin our relationship as bros .id like to think it be stronger ..discreet ..n still the same