Is my life normal?

My life is mainly consisting school and dance, I go to performing arts school so my school like like a dance.

I do 26 and a half hours a week, now you would think that I'm so passionate, good and want to do it as a career but I hate it. Every time I talk to my mum about it, she dismisses like I don't know want I'm talking about.

when I'm in a dance class with mirrors I always look at my body and compare it to other or the way I dance or the expression on my face, or if we are placing in a dance and I get put at the back it make me lose interest and I feel like walking out. I know if I go in with that attitude I will hate the class even more. as much as I try to enjoy anything I can't.

school can be stressful, my class is small and there isn't a wide variety of friends, my group is in love with their phones. I feel lift out and frustrated because I dropped my phone and I never turned back on, so my mum won't buy another. I'm the only girl in my year that doesn't have one or computer or and iPad (so really I have nothing, nothing to be connected with).

so you probably read this and thought, WOW that was the most boring post.

it's all right if you thinks that but I just really want people to know.