Is my life abnormal?
I'm feeling a bit lost on this so I thought I'd make a story about about it and see if it's too far from normal.
I don't interact with people at all; I'm mostly apathetic to people, but lately I'm starting to worry about my future, like being happy, finding a partner and such. I want to have that but at this rate I don't see it happening at all.
This is my life:
I wake up
go to lectures
spend breaks alone or studying
come home
stay in my room all the time
eat, sleep, repeat.
All this while not speaking more than a sentence or two.
Most of the time I don't mind, but fuck I wonder sometimes where is this getting me... I'll just end up skilled in everything but emotion and personality, and alone.
By the way there's nothing inherently wrong with my appearance (I'm actually often told I'm good looking); I just prefer being alone.
Do you guys consider my life too far from normal or can you relate?
Also, would it be necessary for me to change myself to find relationships?
Any advice on the topic would be freaking greatly appreciated.