Is my innocence gone forever?
IIN? I just turned 18, and for a while now, I have felt like I'm in a hazy depression. I feel like all the small things that used to bring me so much joy- is all gone. Now I really only get happy when I talk to a girl I like, go to a party, get a new pipe, or buy something for my car (ex: new exhaust, tinted windows). I feel like I'm missing passion in my life. I've resorted to smoking weed and cigarettes just to escape reality. Sometimes I feel like crying and I don't even know why.