Is my innocence gone forever?

IIN? I just turned 18, and for a while now, I have felt like I'm in a hazy depression. I feel like all the small things that used to bring me so much joy- is all gone. Now I really only get happy when I talk to a girl I like, go to a party, get a new pipe, or buy something for my car (ex: new exhaust, tinted windows). I feel like I'm missing passion in my life. I've resorted to smoking weed and cigarettes just to escape reality. Sometimes I feel like crying and I don't even know why.

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Comments ( 12 )
  • SuperBenzid

    read a book on cognitive behavioural therapy.

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  • RoseIsabella

    You're suffering from depression and using weed as an escape from reality. The problem is that when you sober up your problems will still be there waiting on you. I'm not gonna hate on the herb but it would probably help if you got some Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. Has something happened in your life to bum you out so heavy that you're trying to block it out per chance.

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  • lufa

    smoking weed is going to make it worse, do something with your life.

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  • Wh0Ar3YoU

    smoke weed for a good year or so on a daily basis, then stop and come back to see what you wrote up there

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  • silkspector

    Innocents disappears the moment you go on line for the first time

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  • Elliemental

    Smoking weed will just end up making you feel ok about things that suck! It's a waste of brain cells, time and money, took me almost a decade to work it out and change my life.

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  • drumminjesusfreak

    You need Jesus.

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    • Kerry69

      Amen

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  • noid

    Welcome to becoming an adult.

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  • Terence_the_viking

    It's an ugly dark tunnel but the other side is fucking awesome.

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  • Terence_the_viking

    Fight thorugh the pain.

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  • Anime7

    Learn to appreciate the little things. You're depressed, that could be fixed. Look at the world in a positive light, watch a Disney film. If you're not enjoying the those films or you're still depressed after trying to see the world positively then you're not trying hard enough.

    However, it is normal and kind of common to feel depressed and empty.

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