Is my fear of spiders normal?
I am verys scared of and disgusted with spiders.
I had a nightmare a few weeks ago of spiders being everywhere and when I went to bed the next night I came to think of it and couldnt sleep I felt terrified a spider would fall on me and got intense anxiety and wanted to run out of the room. When I was staying at a B&B a year ago I was using the shower.... And this is hard to even just write..... I reach for shampoo bottle that was on a windowsill with a curtain hanging infront of it and...... On the other side of the curtain is a huge spider. I FREAKED out. I screamed and jumped out of the shower area, slammed the glass door shut and rinsed my hair in the sink instead which made a mess all over the bathroom floor that got all wet so I had to clean it. I then went and sat in my room for over an hour crawled up on the sofa staring into the wall and couldnt eat or anything I was just having to calm myself down and I couldnt sleep well that night because I had to be alert and keep a watch for spiders. I couldnt use that bathroom again so I walked to another part of the B&B up some stairs and used that one for the rest of my stay. I feel traumatized thinking of this and like im gonna cry and pass out.