Is it wrong to think like this?
In the past, my Grandmother and two other people who I was very close to died. Everyone in my family was very upset, constantly crying. I found myself getting bored though at the funerals and not honestly being sad. I compulsively lie to people, for no real reason. I often get bursts of anger that people tell me are innapropriate like kicking holes in my wall or striking people. My relationships fluctuate and I can never keep my emotions to a person steady.