Is it weird to hate both my parents?

I hate my mom. She used to be an alcoholic and lost custody of me at 14 becauase she was so drunk that she beat me up horribly and threatened to kill me. She had abused me prior to that but, no one seemed to notice or care, not even my dad noticed (they had been separated for years).
But, when I was in my dad's custody things were better until he met some ugly woman with saggy tits and she told him to choose: me or her and well, literally maybe 3 days into my senior year of high school, he threw me out and, since my mom had sobered up, I was placed into her protective custody for my last 6 months as a minor. My dad was not bad to me until he met that horrible woman, then he became horrible and was mentally, verbally abusive and outright rude.

My mom helped me get a college education, she did not call me too stupid for college day in and day out like my father did after he began dating saggy tits. My health is bad so, I go online for master's credits but, it scares me how similar my parents actually are...

When I was in high school, my dad would steal money out of my wallet and my mom has done that to me as well (she attempted doing so last night, I caught her trying and she then acted like she came to 'check on me'), they both choose their lovers over being with their child and or their families and they both date pieces of garbage (the saggy tit woman my dad threw me out for would abuse xanax that wasn't prescribed and down it with bottles of wine and has no career while the loser guy my mom dates is an alcoholic who snorts cocaine and never has money, he only uses my mom when he needs groceries and she believed him when he said that flu shots have tracking robots in them, he too has no career). I have wished I was dead and have tried taking my life just to get away from my parents and to just stop being a reminder of the fact that they were ever together.

I hate them so much. Is that weird?