Is it weird that such a thing happened to my fragile mind?

You know i got locked up once in a ward for using Salvia Divinorum?
I used a highly hallucinogenic substance
It had no initial effects from few seconds after smoking it but the effect has started to build up
It built up over a few weeks, to some months and during sometime it all hit me with powerful force. I started to hear dogs howling outside. Saw a dark coloured book with a palm of hand pressing against a grainy transparent window with a burning red colour of beam behind it.
My mom was putting the book in different places on a shelf but i got it out each time and she screamed in fear and agony asking me where the hell i found this book.
And then by the morning my 27 year old cousin came over and told me that i need to go with him to Jerusalem. He gets me in the front seat of the car and hands me over a partially bended cigarette and told me to start smoking it. Didn't smoke it since i knew that something terrible would happen. I was holding a lighter in my left hand and a cigarette in the right one.
We came over jerusalem.
And once i entered a home i started to experience weird sensations such as thinking that a clay that was laying on a table was somehow connected with a heart of my cousins 3 year old son and if i played with the clay his heart would be interrupted and possibly lead to death. I played with the clay and heard screams from my cousins room. He was laying with a back on a bed and if i remember correctly (i think it's a false memory) . He was handed over a bucket to throw up everything and immediately thought he developed some severe illness or he somehow contracted aids through syringes (Due to errors in nurses room)
I headed over a window and saw some kind of a tall guy and i somehow associated him with a friend i used to meet with on daily basis and message on facebook, my phone also. He just headed over to metallic garage like door that opens vertically and he just kneeled down and grabbed the bottom of it and stood up as he pushed up the door and started somehow throwing outside ice cream fridges which were flying/surfing magically and rotating on one axis and disappearing as if there's no building wall on other side of the road/street and then i had a bizarre thought that new ice creams were appearing in a freezer
Then he started heading over to sit down on a concrete block and as if he was preparing to sit down a few frames were missing and immediately a lit up cigarette appeared inbetween his fingers and saw a blow of smoke come out

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  • BlastClown

    You're still tripping for sure. Not sure if you already knew it, since your story is so incoherent. I don't think that's a normal reaction to a psychedelic at all. You need more help for sure if you're really on some kind of permanent trip.

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    • Giorgi

      And i don't think it was salvia, sorry that i was throwing up words without thinking twice.

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    • Giorgi

      Sorry that i interpreted your message literally, I don't know what you mean.

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    • Giorgi

      Do you literally mean that i'm tripping all the time or you mean I was??

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    • Now no longer, I have to manage my insomnia since it's known to increase risk or directly lead to a psychotic episode and it happened in 2017, 7th october. I remember it but that doesn't mean i'm tripping now, i'm not.

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