Is it weird that i have these pictures?
Years ago when I was at least 14, I had a major crush on a male singer and listened to his music all the time. I printed out a bajillion pictures of him, and took the ones of him staring directly at the camera and arranged them on my bed so it was like he was staring at me. For some reason it made me feel safer, or like someone wqas watching over me.
I was also a pretty lonely kid, so it felt like I was getting attention from someone besides my stuffed animals.
Now, years later, I still have some of those pictures on my bed, and though I've tried to remove them and just get rid of them, it feels really empty without them there, staring at me.