Is it weird that i don’t trust when teenage girls laugh at me

Ok so when I was a middle schooler I was bullied a lot. I was bullied by the boys and the girls. Being awkward and not able to read other people (I’m still not every good at it) left me an easy target. However I feel the girls bulling was worse. The guys would mostly make fun of how slow I read or how badly I spelled (turns out dyslexia who would have thunk it) but it’s was blunt and to the point it hurt in the moment but not in the long term. On the other hand the girls took advantage at how bad I used to be at reading social situations and bully me on that front. Giving me sarcastic compliments (about my art, looks or interests) that I would I ironically say thank you too and then they would laugh at me. It felt like everything I did was something to laugh at me about. And now I am a senior and highschool and like to think I have a lot more self confidence and am more comfortable being myself but still I assume any girl who isn’t my friend or in some sort of click who laughs at something I say (even if it’s a joke I told) is doing so maliciously even if they clearly aren’t.