Is it weird for me too...

ok to start if off recently i watched a k-pop video(not my first time)and i was so interested in knowing more i watched a couple now I've realized that there are other thing out there and made me feel more freer more like there wasn't a limit to life it was like my spirit opened up more and i wanted to travel. i have also developed this attraction towards Asian men its not like i didn't like them before neither is it just some weird fetish i literally like them more not just the k-pop stars. my view on the world has changed n i have done lots of research making me feel like i need to discover lol i hope this wasnt to long am i the only is it unusual