Is it unrealistic to act on sexual urges with a complete stranger?

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I think I have the question worded right.

Basically, I had my car towed yesterday, and the tow truck driver was hot.
I rode in the cabin with him and that’s where my thoughts began to run wild.
I was nervous and made casual conversation and he followed suit.
I’m gay and didn’t get a vibe from him.
I think I am just super afraid to be myself and be vulnerable around anyone I am attracted to, even if they might not be capable of recirprocating.

But since I make no show on my part of my attraction (I don’t flirt at all whatsoever let alone make any kind of bold moves)
I am starting to think they could be clueless to me being gay or into them.
And that could suck (no pun intended) if indeed some guy I meet would ‘be down’ for something. And by down, I don’t mean just hang out next week or reconnect later. I mean, DTF now.

Like I totally would have blown him in that truck, that’s my secret desire, my wildest temptation to start heavily flirting with a complete stranger and then proceed to hooking up.

I’m afraid to ‘go there’, because once I do there is no turning back. Vulnerable awkward ‘oh shit things just got real’ zone. I’m not used to it.

I think not everyone has the balls to do this kind of thing. Maybe I’ve watched too much porn in my time where the pizza guy gets welcomed inside and then subdued.

Something about it makes my adrenaline rush at the thought of ‘oh shit, this is actually happening’.

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  • RoseIsabella
    5 years ago

    Yeah, you probably do watch too much porn. What's the point in being vulnerable around someone who isn't capable or interested in reciprocating? It sounds to me like you behaved appropriately with the tow truck driver. Acting like a slut is overrated. My statement is especially true if you end offending or freaking out someone then something unpleasant happens. Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with being out of the closet, in fact I support you being true to yourself.

    Being down to fuck is a great way to get a deadly STD so don't even think about anything unless you have protection!

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