Is it squirting?

So i was fingering myself and i kept doing it for a long time because i was unable to come. Then i felt like peeing so i stopped, went to the toilet, then i kept fingering myself but after about 10min i felt like peeing again and of course i tried to hold it in but nothing happened, i still couldn't orgasm, so i sort of stopped trying to hold it and suddenly liquid gushed out. It was colorless, odorless, at first it gushed out in all directions but then it just kept spilling. It was a pretty large amount. My first thought was that i was peeing because, even though it felt good, it was kind of voluntary, it felt like i pushed it out somehow. I'm not sure but i think squirting is supposed to happen involuntarily, like an orgasm so i thought i must have peed. The next day i tried again, i made sure to pee beforehand, and i managed to "squirt" 6 times. The weird thing is that somehow i'm able to control it, and it feels like i'm about to pee before it happens even though it doesn't look or smell like pee. I'm really confused so if there is anyone who has experience with squirting am i squirting or just peeing??