Is it so terrebly wrong to like wife with black?0

My wife and I were partying one evening and feeling daring. We were in Vegas in our hotel room. She caught me wearing pantyhose two years ago, and asked me if I still do, and I told her no (which is a lie). She then told me I had to do whatever she said, and made me promise that I would. I did!!! She instructed me to remove ALL my clothing, and then she handed me a pair of pantyhose, "put your pantyhose on". My wife is topless, garter belt, nylon stockings fastened to the belt, 4" pumps, and no panties. She told me to call James, our friend, and tell him to come to our room. After he arrived, my wife told him to remove ALL his clothing. James is black, thus his enormous size cock. James asks me if I mind that he has sex with my wife, and I tell him I most certainly mind!!! My wife laughed, then said to me, "Honey, I have to tell you, James and me have been having sex together for almost a year". Of course, my "desire" is being forced to my knees, ankles tied together , wrists tied behind back. James making fun of my penis