Is it right to derive intense pleasure from torturing/being tortured?
From a really early age I have been obsessed by power in a sexual sense. I get really turned on by the thought of tying people up and torturing them. Also, I quite like being tortured (or at least immobilized). None of this is ever done without the other person's consent (nor ever will be).
Is all this normal or seriously abnormal? Is the wiring wrong? I also have a lot of totally normal sexual experiences.